An old photo

An old photo, that was not framed, that was not even printed. But like a million line memory its telling stroies. Stories of life from past. A memory that was powerful enough to remember every emotion of it. A light heart and a slight grin. Its a rollercoster that you travel standing still.

Anonymous

I wish I had been an Anonymous writer....

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Have you ever got this feeling that things will go wrong? Or is it just you who is over thinking about the whole situation? Or is it the mind that interprets things in a way it's not supposed to. Have you ever been precautionary in small things? Is it some kind of karma? Yeah Karma? Will things be fine?

I hope...

P.S. I'm sure I need some sleep.

Delusion - part 3

Is it still the continuation of a previous dream? No! Its clear, vivid and new. Chewing a gum and hearing a faint foreign language song. I will walk alone today! Like I did on yet another rainy day! Will never run for that rain and take shade under a tree. But I will still shake hands with lighting. In all anger an grief, the streets starts to flood. Saying "hi" to the unknown strangers. It will be a different route, not Route 66 or the usual one. Will let the faint charge to die, my last link to sanity. Will take control of the swing sooner. Prayed, Sighed and moved on. I say 'Thank You'. How I wished to not write this. Still in charge.Enough to prevent a Segmentation Fault.

Errr

How much did I tell myself that I will not write until I come back from south! Breaking it. I hate it. >_<

Delusion... Part II

Sometimes its easy to be Alice and be in Wonderland or Mr. Anderson in the Real World. Its hard to be living around here. You get a weird feeling that its not going as planned. An Urge to get out of this place, but still waiting for the red moon. A sense of no one is listening nor nothing gets into your head when you are listening. Never been interested in Chemistry and still balancing the equation. The unwanted irk on a thing that's worth a laugh. Waiting for the orange screen! People come, they begin and move on before they complete the context. What can you pray for now? A wish, A curse, anything sane. The roads are thick and clear, they are again two in number. Do you have enough gas to drive through it? Sure said somebody. Those reminders keep ringing again and again and still you drink only a quarter of the milk that you get. [Segmentation Fault]

Secrets

A "quickly" spread information from one person to another without the knowledge of the person who said it. One who said will be last to know in the loop. People are so bored that they only gossip. A well kept secret is the one you don tell anyone!!

You too

Saturday evening, the silver jubilee couple were going out together to get few new dresses for their next anniversary. Then came a ring saying they had got a new mobile. Ah! I was barely able to hear of where they had their ice cream or what mobile they got! Finally after a lift early this morning. He pulls out the black bag (like than of an old grandmother, suruku paii) from his shirt pocket. With all the inquisitiveness I pull out the mobile from the bag, look, I smile, I said, "You too Dad.."

She was excited to see all the items in the polythene cover I had got. Exploring and questioning with her innocence. Then she pulled that book fro the mess and said, "This came to him". Quickly tear open the cover less tidy as 'am. Holding the book between both her palms, then closing two thumbs together to select a random page. Pulled it close to her face to have a long sniff. She said, "This smell is good". I look, I smile, I said, "You to mee".

Not again

Winter chillness coils me
Don't remember where those
Blue pullovers are!
Lingering in last night thoughts
I turn around
You were an early bird that day
Stretching, You say
I told Amma, I will not come
I grin
Sliding down to the edge
You untie your hair to tie it
I felt the warmth
I asked, how did it change?
Can I rephrase "happiness" in Webster?

Not this place again
Not this direction again
Not this hangover again
Not again

Did someone slap you?

Did someone slap you? Yes / No! "Yes" They really did. Lucky you are. Go give him a hug. Did they tell everything you wanted to hear and did they tell all? One needs such speed breaks to stop and tell them that its all wrong, that it was never right. You had been leaving your life with assumptions and unsolved equations. You never wished for it. 

He should have walked to him and said, "Hey no, this is not the way to play in the pen-ultimate over on a semifinal". At least the non striker should have told. It was a 41 minutes conversation, after listening he said this is what I read in Monk who sold his Ferrari. Even he too had read it, why din he realise it. He walked into the library and felt the solitude silence for the first time. How had he missed this for such long time? He did waste much of it. Also noted the Cukoo's Egg sandwiched between two big struts. His hand itched. 

Those heavy laughs made his stomach ace! But he was told that it all calls to deep crying. How could he ignored it to cover his thoughts. Well, it came true when the second ring came. He said that he will keep his silence. The beautiful rain can also damp him, when she asked him not to come home over the weekend. It rained badly there.

I just can't continue...

What the hell is happening in Mumbai? Crap! tears and shock... Its bad, worse, worst.